Summer nights are Dead.

2009-09-06T23:41:00.000-07:00

Chase.

2009-09-06T20:00:00.000-07:00

Random:

1) I really can't wait t shift into a house where I have my own space, do my own laundry, w no one t nag at me when my room is like a pig sty and no one asking me when I'll be home, no one t force me t have all my 3 meals ...

2) I know I deserve some bad treatment over at your side. But it's gonna take some time t get used to, I am starting t have some really weird feeling in my tummy, like I'm gonna puke soon or smthg

3) Wow, I am gg t turn t B&J's cookie dough for some comfort

4) I really have no appetite today. (B&J's an exception ... it's comfort food)

5) I dreamt that I shifted into my new house which was so ridiculously huge in my dream it was insane. I rmb asking my mom if we could buy a horse for our backyard because we had so much space, and the house was so big I couldnt find my room. And there were so many weird people/relatives i've nvr seen before walking around the house, I suspect it's not really my house. Strange.

6) I dreamt my rabbit could talk and tell me that all it wants t do is just sleep because it's too tired, and then it started bleeding but it told me that it wasn't hurting

7) Renovations gg on outside of my house so fucking noisy i cant study

2009-09-06T07:37:00.000-07:00

Cookie Jar
love you sophia (: (: Snuggles huggles hugs & kisses :D (omg yes I really need t trim my fringe)
The theme was HEAVEN, and I didnt know the dress code beforehand so ... I didnt have t go to hell hahaha. Drinking half cup of baileys w/o ice is hell. After some of us got wasted ... It was nth like heaven. Hahahahaha seriously -.- But that's the fun right omg I love lesbian drama (Y)
Limited photos because I chucked my cam away after getting damn high.

Last night was krazy, but damn, I loved every moment of it HAHA I am insane.

Asha the Angel who took care of me while I was wasted :B plus she's in white haha

Ethel sabo-ed me during Circle of Death, they dared me t MOAN lah wahpiang
(luckily I got away with that dare ... seriously damn relieved haha)Bella is v nice t talk to haha she reminds me of Babty I think they are both thinkers ... Ohhhh and there were fried mushrooms t keep me full so happy :B

Cookie whore. hmm.

2009-09-04T19:49:00.000-07:00

Yesssss although it rained ytd ... It stopped by the time I woke up,
Was chatting w Babty & suddenly I decided t go jog -.-
So I discovered that my stamina like laosai & I am upset. Hahaha.
Okay haven't exercised for so long -.-"
Nahmind.
If my menses doesnt come by next week then I can run swim everyday!!! Yessss.

Okay (: Heartbreaker is stuck in my head -.-
like on repeat because it's my new On-Repeat song. Hahaha.

2009-09-03T20:15:00.000-07:00

A glimpse of our future. (: (maybe just replace the cat w a dog -.-)
(Oh and have I mentioned before that if I ever have a dog, I will make it vegetarian too? (: )
-

Last night I planned t swim/run after my paper today.
I was telling Bird that it would surely rain because it rains whenever I want t exercise.
AND IT DID! Wow, I'm THAT good! (: I have hidden talents okay...
My last resort is the gym. Do you think the gym will break down?
I'm good w weather forecasts, but not so good w technology. Hmm.

Anyway, yes I survived Bio Paper 2, doubt i'll pass it -.- I've never passed bio (...)
You know what.
Since it's raining ... and Babty is still sleeping (PIG.) , I am gg t sleep.
3 days of straight papers really kill -.-
Good night (:
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Back. back back back.
My tan is really fading ... I dont even have a tan now. (upset) ):

2009-09-03T01:50:00.001-07:00

http://blog.peta2.com/2009/09/new_undercover_investigation_c.html?c=peta2_enews

Watch this.

I think the main reason people usually give when they don't want t choose a veg diet over meat diet, "I can't survive w/o meat" is fucking bullshit.

If there were no packaged food ready for you, If animal flesh isn't sliced and chopped up, nicely arranged on the shelves in supermarkets, If you had to slaughter animals just because you simply felt like eating them, If you had t stick the knife up their throats and hold them down while they bleed to death, If you had to chop their heads off and break their legs and wings, If you had to watch them struggle & fight for their life while they choke on their own blood, just because YOU felt like eating them, would you? Would you?

Animals are not JUST animals. They DON'T NEED to die for you.
And no, I will never, EVER, believe that they were put on this planet to die for us.
It's fucking unfair that they have to die just because you have an extra craving for a plate of chicken rice, or just because you are fucking loaded and you can buy all the chilli crabs and fresh seafood, and beef noodles and overpriced Macs' meals.

2009-09-02T13:50:00.000-07:00

You'll be in my arms again soon. (:
-

It's 4:51am and I AM FUCKING SCREWED FOR CHEM?!?!?!?!?! ARGHHHH
Okay my freaking-out period passed, abt 2 hrs ago (yes i woke up at 2.30)
and after listening t I GOTTA FEELINGGGGGGG like on repeat for 2 hrs,
it has successfully psycho-ed me into thinking that, it will be a good night (since the sky is still dark...) But I predict that approximately 3 hours later, I will face boredom, hatred and death.

Wish me luck.

2009-08-31T07:53:00.001-07:00

Mission Impossible L: Cooking Breakfast

Damn. Haha. I have t stop getting distracted! Okay I feel ambitious tonight. (:
Yayayayayaya! Must not touch the tv ...
although there's some Channel 5 show that is nice t watch?
I must not screw prelimssss!!! Because it's PRELIMS.

So anyway, YES I AM COOKING BREAKFAST TMR?!?!
walao eh what a suggestion hah okay nahmind I am housewife294.
I AM GOING T COOK SMTHG EPIC!!!!
(which is precisely why I'm worried ... My epic plans usually dwindle into smthg lame in the end)

I'm hoping it's not gonna be an epic failureeee.
Trust my cooking skills okay!!! (: (: (: (: BIG SMILES FOR EVERYONE

2009-08-28T05:24:00.001-07:00

"Hi Joey,

Congratulations on being the first 10 members whom responded to our email!

You are entitled to 2 tickets to watch Bandslam on this Sunday, 30 August 2009."

OMGGGGGGG I AM SO BLOODY HAPPY AHHHHHH WTH!!!!!!
HAVEN'T WON ANYTHING IN THE LONGEST TIME,
OKAY HAHA SO BEING ONLINE ALL THE TIME IS NOT A BAD THING AFTERALL!

Can't wait t tell babty about the good news (":

2009-08-27T06:36:00.000-07:00

Need need need t shed at least 2 kg off in 2 days which is insane ...

Joey is gg on a major fast!!!!!!!!!!!!!

OKKKKK so distracted now, gonna die for tmrw's paper.
JOEYYYYY COME ON OMG GET A GRIP.

S "Whats the meaning of accentuate?"
J "I think emphasize or smthg???"
S "Huh, i wrote further fuck up"

2009-08-25T07:13:00.000-07:00

Happy 4th babty (:
I love you!

2009-08-19T04:23:00.000-07:00

Hmmm. The top I bought a few days ago arrived!
zzz I need t train for nice tummy before I can wear it -.-
The sun has been good these few days, just hope it'll continue t be good for me on Friday!!!
Havent been exercising and I think my face is becoming rounder ):
Made a good decision t stay back in sch for a while, like 30 mins plus after Math test today t study for tmrw's short test on transition metals ...
because I know that I wont do anything productive at home (proven.)
But MAYBE later I will attempt t do my hw ... hw piling manz. GO JOEY GO!
(coffee in the morning really works)

-

This morning I woke up with
Bloodshot eyes
Due t disrupted sleep?
Waking up every 5 mins to reset my alarm clock to
A later 5 mins

Or could it be
Shutting my eyes too tight in a bid to not wake up from the dream
I had of you?

Add in the morning sinus & horrible hair
For extra effect

This morning I,
Spilled coffee on my tie

This morning I,
Couldnt find the tissue paper in the front pocket of my bagpack

This morning I,
Spent twenty minutes looking for my notes but
Only five to tie my hair

Funny what a dream can do
It's like
Waking up to reality
After deep slumber in eternity and
Hating every moment of it

Never did want t wake up
When I could
Hold your hand in my dreams
Hear your voice right beside me
Give you a hug
Maybe a peck on your cheek

If I could only
stay in that dream forever
Just to have a little more time with you
Even if it ain't real

Just to have a little more time with you

2009-08-18T08:41:00.000-07:00

Yes!!!! My blogger is working again!!! Picturessss. (:
Haha girlfriend's idea of making me stop looking at her -.-

Finally went out on Saturday, t catch GI Joe w fatfat. The shows were mostly packed, so we had t live w the first row -.- It wasn't too bad though! the movie was damn good mannnn everyone go watch!!!
Monday: Stayed back in sch t study w these crazy people... it was a lot of fun though! (:
We were trying t be deeeeep and ask deep questions until we went crazy ...
Actually everyone in this world is insane, it's just the degree of insanity that separates us ... Hmm. (Joanne Chen please stop thinking NOW)
Art is Studying ... ): I am turning square and boring & I hate it.
(:

2009-08-13T06:12:00.000-07:00

Gf sent me flowers?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!
HAHAH okay that was a nice surprise ... kena stunned -.-
She was hinting me, asking me whether I'd open the door if someone knocked and how many flowers represent what ...
but I didnt think she'd really send me flowers.
But Joanne Chen is Joanne Chen right -.- hahaha.

Thank you girl (: I love you.

2009-08-13T00:32:00.000-07:00

I've been keeping so much inside,
I feel that I actually deserve some kind of reward for pulling it off well.
On bad days, I'll cry it out,
but a small degree of sadness still lingers.
On good days, I am happy ... but underneath that smile,
I am slowly falling apart.
Every smile takes a little more strength now,
Every day I need a little more courage.
I find myself sinking deeper and deeper into my own world,
falling, falling, unsure if there will be a safety net t catch me.
I am drowning a little more every day. It's a slow death, yes?

These walls are not strong enough t withstand the pain,
the accumulated strains and cracks.
Soon I will reach the bottom only to realize that
there is no safety net after all.

2009-08-09T23:25:00.000-07:00

"What did you get for that quiz "How many times will you fall in love before you get married?" (:"
"2, you?"
"I GOT 2 TOO!"
"LET'S GET MARRIED" (:

I love you Jobabt/Miaomeh/Blacksheep/Strawberry/Turtle/JoanneChenJianAnn

A frequency no one else can relate to. (:

2009-08-09T03:49:00.000-07:00

)':

Had damn bad menstrual cramps again, it never spares me on the 1st day -.-
Thought I could at least survive 1.5hrs of Bio tuition but after 15 mins, my tutor said I looked horrible & I was like yeah damn pain I'm gonna die hah. So he left.

So from 2.30pm onwards I was basically squirming on bed because it hurt so bad, I took 4 menstrual cramp pills which did no help at all, & it felt even more painful & tiring because Girlfriend was always there t take care of me when I had cramps ):

I kept having flashbacks of her rushing down t my place t make sure I was okay, picking me up from school in a cab, stroking my hair as I lay on her lap, lying on her chest t listen t her heartbeat, hugging her just because I felt like it, listening t her soothing voice, looking at her worried face ... it was particularly difficult t be well again today. I spent 5 hours on bed hoping it would go away. I'm feeling a little better now, though it still hurts.

Mom took care of me for awhile though... cos I asked her t stay by my bed. But she got bored after awhile I think, so she ended up using the laptop -.- then she went on doing her daily stuff. hah. Okay yeah so -.- I am gg t stone for a bit... My emotions are abit zzz now due t hormone imbalance -.- what a bad time ...

-

Only you make me feel special.

2009-08-08T18:13:00.000-07:00

Webcammed w gf for like 9 hours ytd! Break record man ... from like 5 pm to 1am.
Hah we had a nice long talk for abt 2 hours I think, at the end (: (: I'm watching her sleep now, hahah (:

Okayyyy hmm I'm gonna have my peanut butter sandwich ... :D

OH Happy Birthday Singapore (:

2009-08-06T03:36:00.000-07:00

(No photos cos Blogger is a bitch)

Hah finally got the mood t blog today, since it's like national day celebrations tmrw in sch, and surprise surprise Y & I are gonna be saikang warriors because only 4 people are gg and the other two are guys which I foresee, wont be of any comprehensive input. No, not that I'm against boys or anything but seriously, no one gives a shit about our class. Though it's small, we're boring and no life hahahahaha okay, but on some days it really isnt that bad, like when there are nice topics or stuff t laugh about. (:

So yes, tmrw it's up t Y & I t do up the Cloth Montage & Hamper Making for National Day ... we were brainstorming abt it today w the other Y too & it got me quite hyped up (: I may complain abt being a SK warrior but I secretly get a kick out of it. Hah. And I seriously cannot be bothered with people who act like the whole fucking world revolves around them, I don't bother replying t their self-indulgent comments because it will only be a waste of my time. Sorry, but I really think you need t grow up & stop acting like a fucking spoilt brat.

I'm also in the process of directing our class video for Farewell Assembly & today was our first take & the other 2 parts will be done next week hah it was quite funny [: But iMovie 08 is fucked up & it pissed me off ytd, but I'm cooled down now and MAYBE, I will try using it tonight. Yes. (:

Went for my workout today, but the haze condition was rather bad & I kept inhaling the haze -.- So I cut down on running, did circuits instead. I am getting tanner! :D but it's like swimming costume tan ... ... D: One big hole at the back -.-

OH OH Sunday was AWESOMEEEE (: ate 2 meals leh hahahaha It was Clare's Belated Birthday Surprise! Surprise because I didnt tell her any details about the outing, like whose gg or where we're gg, but I think she kinda guess it was w the girlz because we're always there for each other's birthdays (: (:

Left Burger King a little earlier w Val & Mel w the excuse that I wanna go t the toilet but it was kinda abrupt hahahaha whatever nvm, wenta Hard Rock Cafe t get settled down first & asked Mad t bring the rest in. (: It was like angmoh land, we felt like we were in Australia or smthg ... hahaha it was an awesome night :D Clare had t stand on a chair on the stage while the whole of HRC sang her a birthday song, so cute (: Pity I didnt take a video though :\

We also got stalked by a weird disgusting man which was pretty intensely funny hah. But he scared the shit out of us.

Yeah, it was greattttt (: and all of us didnt go t HRC before, so that was a new experience :D Yay!

Alrighttttt. Hm. This should be enough for the day. haha wow did you actually bother t read until this line or did you just skim through haha dont drink skimmed milk leh

-

With every appearance by you, blinding my eyes
I can hardly remember the last time I felt like I do
You're an angel disguised

And if it's a hero you want,
I can save you, Just stay here
Your whispers are priceless
Your breath, it is dear
So please stay near

Say my name, I just want to hear you
Say my name, So I know it's true
You're changing me
You're changing me
You showed me how to live
So just say
So just say

That you'll stay awake for me.
I don't wanna miss anything.
I don't wanna miss anything.
I will share the air I breathe,
I'll give you my heart on a string,
I just don't wanna miss anything

It just seems t be getting harder every passing day,
but I'll fight against the fear & the distance, the tears & the time,
because our love is worth the pain.

2009-08-01T02:31:00.000-07:00

I have been sleeping ... and sleeping ... and sleeping so much nowadays. Hah.
Sounds piggy right but NOOOO I have been exercising too! YEAH MANNN.
Dragged my sluggish body down t Serangoon Stadium on Thursday after sch.
4km, 100 crunches, 5 sets stadium stairs, 10 laps at the pool (:
awesome notzzzz haha just that the next day my muscles were aching shit.
I dont wanna be too muscular, just wanna be toned & stay tonedddd.
That's my ultimate goal I hope t achieve by 4 mths when Gf's back... so she wont kena shocked by my fats ahaha.
(yeah surprising right, that my goal is not to get straight As for As ... I THINK I DIE ALR MANZZZ.)
Then again, maybe I will get shocked by her fats because she's been eating so much hahaha like cow.

Webcamming is fun fun fun fun, love t see her face & hear her sexy voice,
the whole see-but-cannot-touch idea is starting t appeal t me. hehehe.

Okay... you know what. I am gg t do my homework! HAH OH AND EVERYONE SHOULD GO PLAY FISHAFISH ON FACEBOOK IT IS THE AWESOME-EST GAME EVER, (BETTER THAN PETS SOCIETY LEH) HAH GO GO GO NOW NOW NOW

2009-07-29T06:50:00.000-07:00

:D HAPPY BIRTHDAY GIRLFRIENDDDDDD <3 I LOVE YOU :)
(Just imagine this line in GREEN & in LARGE font! ZZZ walao eh blogger sucks. ahahaha cant even edit my font -.-)

Watched The Hangover online over webcam w Gf (: Movie date today because it's her birthday hahahaha (:
Ate mango/made a wish on her behalf! hehe.
Had a long day at sch & I'm braindeadddd. Damn sleepy T-T & it's only 10pm! I usually sleep at 1am -.-

okay cannot make it alr I need my bed NOW

2009-07-28T02:44:00.000-07:00

(: (:

Webcamming w Gf tonight! (: Am looking forwardddddddd!
Didnt get t see her ytd ): Gonna mug while webcamming too because there's Chem/Math mock exams tmrw! Wahlao eh.

I doubt I can work towards my flat tummy in 4 mths mannnnn. I've been eating rice in sch for 2 days straight! AND have not been exercising, apart from 1 hr of dance every week? Dies -.- Ytd's reason was because! It was raining. Today's reason ... "got exam tmrw" -.- The only reason I can think of for tmrw is that I end sch at 6.30pm, then I'll go home t webcam w Gf.

It's Jo's birthday tmrw (: (: (: (: (: (: (: So must celebrate over webcam.
DIEEEE WHEN AM I GONNA EXERCISE!

oh! And I thought I FINALLY beat Gf in cheeziness/sweetness becos I sewed her like 32 items which will last her for 1 mth in Perth, and she only gave me like 1 letter on the day of her departure. & she beat me hands down because I have been receiving letters from her daily -.- gahhhh Like that also cannot win -.-

If I fly over right now t Perth t celebrate her birthday tmrw w her, I think I will be the sweetest gf already! (and not t mention richest) But sorlehhhhh babe, we will meet in my dreams )': If I fly over, I will never think of coming back. Hahaha.

2009-07-26T02:29:00.000-07:00

Webcammed w Girlfriend last night (: My mom joined in too. Hahaha. & webcamming w her now (: I miss her so much )":

Still feeling lost & stunned, so nothing much is progressing in my life now. Sigh. :\

Having Subway for dinner tonight. And ... Subway reminds me of you ):
Everything reminds me of you. This sucks.

2009-07-24T08:27:00.001-07:00

On a train to Neverland

We are riding hand in hand
We are chasing unicorns and elves
Chinese dragons guide our way
To the dawning of the day
We will give a promise to ourselves

Only for tonight
Only for the stars in your eyes

We are crazy, but who cares
To our heaven there are stairs
If we want it to be like that
And reality is just an illusion

that we must soon return to, yes,

but not yet

Only for tonight
Only for the stars in your eyes

Hey, Give me what I need
Hey, you are what I want

Only for tonight
For your eyes only

Only for tonight
Only for the stars in your eyes (L)

Recently I realised whenever people talk t me, the topic always seem t lead back t the whole "So, when is Joanne leaving?" & every time that happens, I really want t walk away leaving that question unanswered.

I know they aren't really paying any attention t my answer. Because I find people asking me the same question once, twice, and thrice, & I'm sorry t say that I have limited patience.

And after that question, comes the "So will you be sad?" & as I ponder over the question, contemplating whether or not I should give them a one word answer or a whole 15 marks essay, maybe they feel like their wasting their time & so they answer t their own question w a sympathetic "Oh ... I'm sure you'll be very sad right?" Once again, before I can answer, they say "I think she will be very sad too right? Will you miss her?"

At at this point of time, I silently declare in my mind that this conversation is really going nowhere.

And if the answer isnt any obvious enough,

YES, I will be sad. YES, I will miss her.

But that's an understatement. It's a more intense feeling than that.

I know those who ask about her are probably just showing their concern, but I'm fine. Or I will be fine in time.

The conversation, which eventually progresses t a "So it's a long-distance r/s?" followed by a "You sure you can do it?" and then once again, their own reply t their question, "I don't think so."

I guess people think I can't do it. But you don't know. You don't know me. Even if you used to know me very well, people change. & I am unpredictable. You can think and say what you want, but at the end of the day, this is my life, not yours.

I just need some space & time alone. And no, I don't need people t remind me that I am not doing fine when she's no longer here, or whether I am sad, or that I miss her.

This love is special & different in so many ways I can't explain. So many ways you will never understand.

2009-07-22T05:00:00.001-07:00

What I need now is a fucking miracle because there's not enough time & I am fucking exhausted. I feel as though I am gonna break any minute now.

2009-07-17T10:18:00.000-07:00

I screwed up my BTs so bad ): I am fucking upset & need to study but there's like a million and one things I've gotta do. And Jo's leaving soon & I don't know what I'm doing I can't seem t balance r/s & studies. Focus too much on one and I'll lose the other. I don't know I don't know I don't know ): I just want to sleep and be buried in books.

2009-07-15T08:44:00.000-07:00

The Rabbit & Tortoise Race [:

Caught Ice Age 3 two days ago ... I think? -.-
[:

J for JOEY!
J for JOANNE!
Sunday;

Bought Macs breakfast & went over t Gf's place at 6.45am hahaha.

So she woke up t eat ... & then we were both sleepy so we slept till 10+am?

Was thinking of what t do for the day, & we settled on ICE SKATING :D
haha so cute! [: *pinch cheeks*
ICE SKATINGGGG :D was so scared of falling -.- but managed t do a couple of rounds hahah the ice is not nice t skate on + i can't skate properly = disaster! but at least we didnt fall! yay :)

You are Mine [: <3

2009-07-11T07:54:00.000-07:00

Dinner @ the Green Room! Because today is a randomly special day,

Gf treated me t a nice dinner at a vegetarian restaurant at Bishan Park :D

some fat bird which i think is damn adorable (:

Slacked at a void deck & it started t rain! So we played games t test our telepathy t kill time, & suddenly our telepathy was gone D: strange. Now we know better than t test it -.-

The walk back t the bus stop was killer ... I hate snails omg hahaha

Supergirlfriend love (-:

2009-07-10T04:01:00.000-07:00

Strawberry Daisy's heart is much bigger than that (:

Went t sch feeling superrrrrr tired today. Damn horrible feeling D: Sleeping at 2am & waking up at 6am for 2 days straight is alr killing me. Plus, it was first day of menses! Felt the cramps coming up real bad :\ Until I couldnt take it & decided t leave sch at 1130.

I was messaging Gf at the same time, informing her that I was gonna go home & rest early. And when I was walking out of sch she was alr waiting for me in a cab. (-: hehe. Cabbed home & slept for damn long. Woke up at 2pm, ate, & went t sleep again. I feel so weak zzz zzz D: sigh still feeling sleepy ):

Last mth when I had menstrual cramps, Gf came down too (: w her guitar (: oooo (:
Thankyou Gf <3

15 more days.

2009-07-06T08:16:00.001-07:00

Sunday, 5th July 09

Date w my strawberry girlfriend :D I finally bought new bras ... (: And we did like sibei a lot of impulsive shopping like buying bow ties ... & she bought a nice polo tee too (: Whoo I have fetish for bungs w collared shirts mannnn I LIKEY!

Monday, 6th July 09

Gf & I wenta try out the fish foot therapy thingy! It was so fun & ticklish & it looks really sick when the fishes are swarming t our feet. But we calmed down after like 15mins of shaking our feet in the water t keep the fishes away & trying t distract ourselves. We had v smooth & nice skin after that! Everyone should go tryyyyy! HAHA (: ... although it looks disgusting.

Went home t bathe nap change & headed t Hilton Hotel for her Pre-departure Seminar. (: Ended earlier than expected so we headed t Subwayyy.

& she said from now onwards she'll only eat Veggie Patty @ Subway w me so we can share a foot-long sandwich & it's also cheaper! (: aww so sweet hahahah (:

Habit of folding hearts out of Subway wrappers & writing notes on them every time we go there (: Look at her serious face 101.

Wednesday, 8th July 09

Today marks the LAST DAY OF BLOCK TEST 2. YESSSSSSSSS. Where got exams so long one. hahahaha. So yes (: Gf came over & we tried t cook egg/sausage crepes... you know like those that the shihlin chicken outlet sells? I wouldnt say we failed ... it was still yummy! :D Napped, woke up & cooked mi goreng whoa damn shiok hahaha.

Then headed t PS! Caught I LOVE YOU, MAN which is damnnnnn hilarious :D then t TCC for frappe & homed. (:

I love you, Joanne Chen <3

2009-07-01T10:07:00.001-07:00

280609! :DDD YES I'M EIGHTEEN :D Now I feel oldddd :0

Bird & Jess didnt wanna tell me where we were gg t have birthday lunch so I just tagged along (-:

They are so funny & cute hahahahaha oh & retarded (-8

Mystery place turned out t be MUSHROOM POTTTT YAY (: (: (: Yummyyy!

See, there are only veggies! B & J turned vegetarian for lunch hehehehe I am so touched! (-:

Jess's mountain of golden mushrooms -.-

Starbucksssss (:

Thank you B J love love love! :D :D :D :D :D

After that, headed t Expo for the hiphop concert :DD

Freakingggggg gooooooddd omg.

23 more days. )':

2009-06-27T06:28:00.000-07:00

260609! <3 2nd mth w Jo! + Advanced 18th birthday surprise party <3

Wenta Sentosa in the afternoon for tanning ! :D
yes I am still trying t even out my swimming costume tanline ):

Then t Butterfly Park/Insect kingdom, which I've been wanting t go for a long time butttt disappointing manzzzz omg I think there are more BIRDS than butterflies there -_-
& the reptiles there all look sad & unhappy ... I think they will eventually stone t death. :\

:DDDDD
The sun was good I am happy (-:

Then after Sentosa we wenta Daiso for impulsive shopping ... & Jo told me she reserved a place at a v nice restaurant at 8pm so I kept bugging her t go HOMEEEE cos I still needa bathe/change/make hair nice nice/decide on what bag t bring ... etc etc. Until I got angry >:(
& Jo finally decided t let me head home. Hahaha.

I kept nagging at her becos I thought we were gonna reach the restaurant late & it wouldnt be nice t be there late though we reserved places alrd? So yes...

When I opened the door t my house I had the biggest greatest shock of my LIFEEEEE. seriously. Omg shock/surprised/touched ttm t see so many of my friends there,
I laughed until I teared.
Yes :D :D :D :D :D :D it was a really happy happy feeling like you know in those kinda drama mama shows ... except that it was really happening & like it will only happen in my dreams kind but it's not a dream??? You get the idea. (:

THANKSSSSSSS A MILLIONNNNN TO THOSE WHO WERE THERE <3 (:
I LOVE YOU GUYS, REALLY REALLY REALLY MEANT A LOT T ME (: (: (:

1) To Kyte (Mary Sexy Thongz) & Kneez (Lucy Bitch Ballz)
You two do like alike! hahaha.
Ex, thank you for coming down & staying on despite you being down w flu! :)
Kneez, thanks for coming down even when you've just came back from Bintan looking like a cherry! :D
2) To Pinky, nice time catching up w you again!!!
Havent seen you for sooooo long?! :D Thanks for the angpao :D
3) To my loveliest PL girlfriends, <3
Horse, Clare, Val, Hill, Mel, Stace, Adeline, Hannah, Prawn, Sk & Mad,
Thankyou so much for turning up !!! I thought you guys forgot about meeeee!4) To my fellow ODACers!!!,
Fantastic Four! (brothers/slaves): Sebas, Leonard, Haresh & Timo!
Thanks for the small cake, the rainbow windmill & the carrots!!! <3
Luiza & Athalie, I just realised I was there for both of your birthday surprises too! hahaha (-:
We shall remain tall & happy forever! :D
Thanks for the bunny sweets/chocs & the condom which I will never use! :D
Special shoutout t ATHALIE who helped t organise the surprise party as well!!!! :DDD
(: (: (: Oh & CONGRATS FOR GETTING INTO THE FINALS FOR ANDROHUNT!!! :D
5) To my dearest family!!!!
Omg you guys rock \m/ MOM BRO DAD! :D
6) To PLAYers :D ! ,
MG, Sophia, Fatfat, Asha! Thanks so muchhhhh reallyyyyyyy for turning up!!! :DDDD
& travelling so far away just t be here! (: (: (: (:
Mango cakeeeee! :D omg look at the SHY meeee! :B
& most importantly ...

To my dearest loveliest thoughtful sweet-until-I-kena-diabetes hehe-smile low-fat strawberry daisy girlfriend who planned it all & put everything tgt, THANKYOU <3
I love youuuuuu & I have so much t say but I guess you already know what's on my mind (:
You are an absolute sweetheart <3!>& this morning Jo came over & showed me my birthday video which made me cryyyy )':
like omg super unexpected , so touched & feel so loved!!!!!!!!!!! cannot explain that feeling man ....

OMG THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU ALL FOR EVERYTHING (":
THANK YOU FOR MAKING MY EARLY 18TH SUCH A BLAST & FULL OF SWEET MEMORIES THAT WILL LAST ME A LIFETIME <3

2009-06-25T11:29:00.000-07:00

She wants t grab my yakult :0 hahahah we played chopsticks online & it was a major failure.

(-:

Happyyyy (":

2009-06-25T04:56:00.000-07:00

Webcam-ed till 3am + last night w Huiping Jo & Jess. (-:

Then the 2 left & Jess & I were studying. Haha. It feels nice, like we're sortof studying tgt.

& when I feel lazy I just look at her mugger face & I will tell myself that I must FOCUS!

Jess finished at likeeee, 5+am & she headed t bed, while Mugger Ang decided not t sleep!

So I did not sleep for the whole night D:

Studied till 8am, that's when my strawberry Jo came over & we went t pick saga seeds near my house. Supposed t meet Jess @ Serangoon Central Macs for pancakes but in the end she was too tired t wake up too. So Jo & I ended up sleeping till 12.

Out for lunch, then w the normal routine of complaining about my fats, & so we went t play badminton for 20 mins or so, but no kick ... so after that we went t the park. I jogged for a while until I decided that if I continue the sun will kill me. Watched the clouds & made up funny stories about phoenixes & unicorns & lions & faces & chickens & hearts etc etc :D

Homed, out t munch on veggies again, & back home t toast fries for dinner. After eating, sleep again. I'm deprived of sleep mannnnn.

Oh Jo was vegetarian w me todayyyyy (0:

I am v tempted t not sleep tonight again but tmrw's a big day & I'm kinda afraid that if I don't have enough rest I might get angsty & ruin the day. So well ... we'll see. gagaga.

Bestfriend stayed over on Monday ! We caught up on our lives ... filled in the gaps here & there. Also, some slight bitching hahah & we finally watched Bride Wars tgt! :D Slept at like 4am I think.

dbffs! :D

2009-06-23T21:18:00.000-07:00

Jo & I decided t get oovoo so we'll get used t webcamming before she flies for aus ...

It was v entertaining hahaha till 3+am?! -..-

My strawberry daisy cut her hair & she has bangs too! HAHA

walao eh my hair is damn disgusting.

(-8

& then I invited Jess in hahaha she was like studying at the same time ... ... ... D:

(-:

So fun hahaha it's like ... so near yet so farrr :-0

Friday friday friday coming soon :D

2009-06-20T02:07:00.000-07:00

I just went t get my hair trimmed & the guy wenta cut BANGS for me WTF I CANNOT SURVIVE W/O FRINGE & I LOOK LIKE SOME CHEENA SHITFACE I AM GG T ROT AT HOME, IF YOU WANT YOU CAN SEND ME FLOWERS AT MY DOOR. Jo's trying damn hard t make me feel better & it's working ... a little bit. But once I look into the mirror I will be fucking upset again )-:

& it's my birthday next week how in the world am I gg t celebrate w my hair looking like fucking crap?! & talking abt my birthday, I am gg t celebrate it w the most unexpected person in the day ... so funny & random but yes I guess it'll work though we're not v close haha she even bothers t come up w a plan t celebrate my birthday (-: Idk where my friends are, they have disappeared.

I'm looking forward t 26th as well!!! (-: hopefully my fringe would have grown out by then ... or else ... I will look like one of the caterpillars in butterfly park. Oh & hiphop today was really fun I think I burned my vegetables away haha damn tiring but phew I'm still able t get it right during the video recording so I won't look like some retard. (-:

MY HAIRRRR ... ... ... ... D:

2009-06-17T04:24:00.000-07:00

I was almost late for sch today :o I set my alarm at the wrong time & only realised that i've got 30mins t reach sch when I woke up. Heng I had my dad t drive me t sch & made it on time. I'm feeling the urge t study but like my body is too lazy t move & I dont know if I can absorb. Argh that feeling really sucks y'knw? ): I want t do well but I'm basically doing nothing about it.

Went swimming today and I got a lil tanner again (: But my left shoulder is peeling from slight sun burns from blading the other time. I havent gone running for the longest time & I feel strange. But the thought of running in circles is just so ... zzz.

Omg X is the most immature annoying arrogant ego-maniac ever.
Turn off shut down with no backup power.

2009-06-16T08:11:00.000-07:00

There was no class today becos the teacher is down w fever. So...

Gf & I caught Ghosts of Girlfriends Past today (: It was a really really good show :D I cried because it was so touching ... & kinda reminded me of some stuff about myself. haha. There were always parts where someone will say something that made a lot of sense... hmm. & most of the things are worth thinking about, yes. After the movie, I was supposed t go home t study & Jo was supposed t go meet her friend. But her friend changed their "date" & so I ended up heading over t Jo's t nua for a few hours before going t Kallang Leisure Park for Subway & then t Bedok for Ice Cream Chefs (: & Rosti has closed down D: I am upset. I wanted t eat Rosti today ... T-T

I am seriously growing fatter. I need t exercise & stop unhealthy munching ):

& here's my favourite part of the movie! :

"You've got to risk love Sandra! I didn't and look at me, I'm a lonely ghost of a man. It doesn't mean that you're never going to get hurt but the pain you feel will never compare to the regret that comes from walking away from love."

I'm glad I took the risk, because I am the happiest girl alive now w you by my side.

2009-06-14T21:38:00.000-07:00

We watched Bedtime Stories & Benjamin Button over the past 2 days. Both are really good movies I've wanted t watch for a long time. :D Havent been finding enough time t go t the movies for Ghost of Girlfriends Past :\ and some other movie I forgot. Argh. There's school for the rest of the week D: intensive Econs =_=

We wenta support Horse for her final ACCO concert ytd too. Some parts were kinda boring... cos CO is not my cup of tea. Hahaha. But anywaysssss it was still really good :D

My birthday's coming soon! (: & Gf has been hiding small cards & gifts in my room every time she comes over. Which is almost every day. Haha. (: Apparently, she's celebrating my birthdays ... starting from my 1st. (:
thankyou gf (L)

I love you. <3

2009-06-13T10:22:00.000-07:00

Play 110609.
bird
bernice
kyte
fav muscle bungs
sophia miao :3

Rest of the photos on facebook.

2009-06-10T10:31:00.000-07:00

"Why do you like me?"
"Because you're special."
"I'm not special. Or maybe only in your eyes."
"And that is enough, right?"
"You think we're in some drama show ah"
"Walao must you be so anti-climax?!"
"We cannot make it man ..."

"I should name you smth else & stop calling you baby."
"Why?"
"Because it's common."
"Then you can call me Different."
"Different?!?!"

-.- Still love you lah although I enjoy being anti-climax queen. (:
give you love love love love okay my special girl <3

-
To think I might not see those eyes,
makes it so hard not to cry

2009-06-08T08:50:00.000-07:00

Blading @ ECP w Jo :B
We both fell down like... twice. ahahah.
And I made her fall/almost made her fall a lot of times becos I was very high & jumpy & dangerous. Oh, & I was singing like nobody's business. Jo didnt even complain ooo I think she likes my singing hahahaha joke. Happy :B
It got too painful after 2 hours so even though there was ... 200m before we reached the rental shop, I stopped & sat down on grass while Jo went t return the blades. Lifesaver (:
Joanne Maria Chen.

Went grocery shopping & over t Jo's t make ROSTIIIII!
The second attempt was successful. (: We are great cooks :D
After so much potatoes ... we were fat & sleepy & lazy & nuaaaaa so we went t take a 2 hour nap (: Jo's bed is so nice t sleep in omgggg sometimes I really hate my hard & cold bed. ):

Headed t Kallang Leisure Park's Starbucks t study & had yoghurt icecream from yoguru (: Accomplished day (: (:

-
the road we take will be a long one
so hold on tight, don't leave me
don't worry about time
it's not on our side
it never was before
just forget about time
it's not on our side
that never stopped us before

2009-06-07T08:10:00.000-07:00

<3
I don't want this moment to ever end
Where everything's nothing without you
I'll wait here forever just to see you smile
'Cause it's true, I am nothing without you

2009-06-05T06:38:00.000-07:00

SUTYA III (: Preview round last night. Fucking awesomeee.
I drank a lil too much & got damnnn high but damn, it was worth every single moment.
HAHA.
(:
hello kyte you are my Edward Cullen HAHAHAHAHA Rachel! (: Shared cab w her home.fatfat & fatfat to the power of 10 (:mg! (: (damn it my weird hand syndrome is acting up again ): )
omg the last time I saw Ethel was during countdown -.-Cheez! (:

-
Whoo in conclusionnn I had so much fun last nightttt.
Gahgahgah sorry ):

So basically ... I nua-ed for most of today.
I love to sleep.
Especially since now my main tv is spoilt! kns wahlao eh life sucksssss.
-

Give me more loving than I've ever had
Make it all better when I'm feeling sad
Tell me that I'm special even when I know I'm not

Make me feel good when I hurt so bad
Barely getting mad, I'm so glad I found you
I love being around you
You make it easy, it's as easy as 1, 2, 1, 2, 3, 4

There's only one thing to do
Three words for you I love you
There's only one way to say
Those three words and that's what I'll do, I love you

for Strawberryyyyy (L)

2009-06-01T00:09:00.000-07:00

I suddenly feel like there is always not enough time for both of us. It's reaching a point where I don't feel like caring about anything and just spend time w you. To just complete our imaginary to-do list together, t talk about stupid stuff or watch the clouds or go blading or suntanning or eating non-stop or whining or rolling my eyes or doing impulsive things like spending 12bucks on photo id or just stoning. Everytime you leave I wonder when I'll see you again. Maybe we both feel the same way ... which explains why we're meeting every single day. Hah. Time's running out ): and I don't like that feeling. I enjoy every single second I'm with you. I always find myself so happy & jumpy (: You never make me sad, and when I'm sad you're there t listen, & I find it funny that you always seem t take my words seriously. Because no one does. That's why I need you & love you. I hate t say this because I never thought it'd happen. But ... damn, I'm growing dependent on you.

2009-05-31T06:52:00.000-07:00

Saturday: 1-day-early surprise birthday picnic for Athalie! (:

HAPPY 18TH GIRL (L)
Pigging out on yummy egg sandwiches made by Jo (: (:
Quarreling over something stupid -.-
Lovebirds -.-
Where is your hehe smile >: (

Rushed off t change & grab a cab t Changi Village after the picnic.

Phewww reached just in time!

Jo waited for me t run finish my 10km (:

And she was waiting for me at the finishing line looking like some auntie w my barangs.

After not running for 2 weeks, & just swimming instead ... my legs werent really used t long dist running ); I was happily running until I reached the 4km mark, my nose started leaking -_- so uncomfortable omggg so I was sniffing throughout the remaining 6 km. I also tripped over a drain halfway and almost died -.- Andddd, my legs were so tired when I reached 9km. Everyone started feeling motivated and running past me but I just couldnt push myself anymore. hahaha. I was so tempted t stop & walk but I know I will just hate myself for life. So I imagined Jo at the finishing line... holding ice cold sweeeet sugar cane :D & can totally imagine her saying "COME ON COME ON RUN RUN RUN"

I'm so glad I finished it.

Took abt 1 hr 10mins (:

Jo stayed over my place! (:

And we spent the whole of today nua-ing & snacking & being retarded & planning our schedule for next week (: no time wasted! (:

So happy :"D

2009-05-29T08:17:00.000-07:00

"she just means so much t me. & I don't want t ..."

"You don't want t lose her, even as a friend."

Spot on. It's as if you plucked those words right off my head.

Ytd was fun I guess, apart from the randomness of drinking at 4 in the afternoon w Jo. Well, I had t clean up that girl's puke but it's okay (: no hard feelings (: haha I guess the stink didnt bother me because I'm down w flu & a bit of sorethroat. By tmrw, I will have a sexy macho voice. I am so man. Last night, I guess I proved t the both of us that I'm not as cold-hearted as people think I am. But that was ytd. Maybe today, or tmrw, I will be different. I guess I held so much in for the past few mths & showed so little variation of emotion such that I actually broke down while talking t Jo abt K. Wow, that was a surprise. But as always, I will get over it in time to come.

GP paper was tough today but moving on from that ... I went tanning after the paper! Only got a teeny bit tanner, & my swimming costume tan cannot be re-tanned nicely ): Headed home t get changed & wenta Far East t get my lip pierced, visited MG at Mooks, saw Fatfat & friends, saw Amanda at Spins, wanted t watch a movie but seats sold out, so ended up roaming around & got hit by warm bird shit on my arm (& I was telling Jo abt the odds of getting hit by bird shit before that -.-), satisfied my craving of oreo mocha frappe + icecream, had a pretzel, homed. Talked a lot of senseless blabber t Jo on the way back, like I always do ... I just go on and on and on about... nothing significant. Sometimes I wonder why she even bothers t listen and why she doesn't get irritated. Maybe she's like the Saint in my class, hahaha one fine day she will explode and swear in 5 different languages.

where'd you go? I miss you so. Seems like its been forever since you've been gone.

2009-05-27T09:20:00.000-07:00

Helloooo Strawberry love (:

happy 1 mth (: (: (:
Ytd, wenta PLU cafe t nuaaaaa again.
Brought my macbook along t camwhore like mad.

This morning, Jo hung a paper bag at my front door/gate, which contained my breakfast! :O
She msged me saying she had t leave earlier due t morning sickness but as I was walking t the mrt station, I saw her -_- she made pita w fried egg/lettuce/tomato filling :B yummyyyyy! (:
After sch, Jo accompanied me t go swimming cos the sun was good (:
She nua-ed under the shade while I was enjoying the sun -.-
Headed t Chomps for light dinner before heading home t get changed t meet Fatfat.
Watched STAR TREK! Which is not bad :B Some parts make me really jumpy haha.
Omg I feel like I cannot eat anything when I'm w her... Unless she eats too.
haha or I will be fatfat to the power of 10.
Thank you Fatfat for the honey lemon & meiji choc (: (:
Snailey loves you! (L)

-
J,

I nvr mentioned this in our conversations but you always make me feel happy & carefree because you don't judge me. I can truly be who I am when I'm with you... & I love you for that. You are the sweetest strawberry ever (:

2009-05-25T09:15:00.000-07:00

Snailey is sick :(

If not for my math test tmrw I won't even go t sch :(

And I wont be studying at this time :(

Feeling so zzzz :(

2009-05-24T07:32:00.000-07:00

GO NUMBER ONEEEEEE ! (:

omg i think i'm gonna get a sorethroat soon ):
falling sick at the wrong time arghhh ):

2009-05-23T21:03:00.000-07:00

Lately I've been wondering a lot, what t do w my sad life, omg I am just so damn sick of studying already, sick of weekends being packed w tuition and when i'm not doing anything i feel so uneasy like i should actually do something because i need t be productive or i will feel so useless but you know sometimes people just feel so lazy and don't wanna do anything and don't wish to do anything and they just want t go far away and distance themselves from the entire world so they can be at peace and maybe, happy. And no, i've not decided what t do w my life, i am not panicking even though there're very impt exams after the June hols that I havent studied for, and i'm not panicking although bio tuition is in 2 hrs and there is a slight chance that the tuition teacher might come earlier and the fact that i'm supposed t study photosynthesis and draw fucking translation diagrams. And i'm just living each day as it is, no improvements whatsoever, just jumping at opportunities or regretting not jumping at it. Sometimes when I listen t Love Story it reminds me of times when I'll plug my ipod w Love Story on repeat on my entire journey travelling down t eHub Gelare on Bus 89, and knitting and thinking abt the future of us, & even thinking of remaking the song into our very own unique wedding video directed by yours truly and giving you a surprise on our wedding, but of course, that wedding is but a dream now. Sometimes I listen t Thinking of You & I think of the whole issue 2 mths back and I wonder how I even got here today. Why & How & What-if & Screw-it. I'm a dreamer. I'm tired of routine but afraid of change.

2009-05-23T00:00:00.000-07:00

You spin my head right round right roundddd

Yay today was damn fun :B
Gagagaga okay I have tuition in an hour ):
Tauhuay tauhuay tauhuay ltrrr (:

/edit! :0
Didnt go for tauhuay in the end ): nua mood x10000000
Was alr brain dead during Chem tuition -.-
So was planning t walk ard Heartland Mall t get some stuff ...
Jo called t ask where I am, & when I opened my door she was standing right there -______-
She is king of surprises hahaha (:
& she bought Honey Melon choc from Choc Research Facility for me just becos I sampled it the other day & said it's damn nice, but me... being the ever-broke gf, decided not t get it. haha. (http://www.chocolateresearchfacility.com/) (:

So we ended up nua-ing tgt at home.
Yup yup soooo, I need t sleep omg hahaha

love you strawberry (L)

2009-05-22T08:24:00.000-07:00

IT'S FRIDAY AGAIN! WHOOOOOO shit man time passes like the winddddd...
maybe because I'm a snail. ):

Combined w another class during PE today for floorball.
It was damn funnnn & Angie said I perspire like a swine. ):
Haha yeah I have excessive perspiration which really sucks but I'm kinda used t it alr.
When I'm rich enough I'll go for some botox jab or smthg... whtevr hahaha.

ANYWAY, the sun was sibei good today :B
So I rushed home after sch, changed & packed up t go Serangoon t swim 20 laps (:
Headed t Suntec after that t meet Jo, Shermain & her friend Rachel(?).
Collected my Adidas Sundown race pack & wenta watch ANGELS & DEMONS!!!
OMG THE SHOW IS DAMN GOOD.
I think my heart was like beating damn fast throughout the whole thing?!

And I was damn angry & anxious at the part where the person was BURNING & no one was gonna save him?!?!?! LIKE OMG WHAT IS WRONG W YOU PEOPLE?! ARE YOU JUST GG T WATCH THAT GUY BURN ALIVE?!?!?!?!?! But yeah, it's JUST a show, I know. hahaha.

Had Subway for dinner & that guy serving us has serious attitude problem WALAO EH pissy.

ohwell damn tiredddd ): ):
Packed day... zzz.

2009-05-21T05:48:00.000-07:00

Trust me on this,

I'm trying t make it work.

Wait for me just a little bit ...

2009-05-20T08:29:00.000-07:00

She rolls around while I munch on leaves ... WHAT ARE WE? (:

We are FATFAT & SNAILEY :B

TOGETHER WE WILL CONQUER THE WORLD.

I will eat all the leaves in your garden & ask fatfat to roll over you if you are mean to us >: (

Sch was damn slack today omg?!

Had math in the morning, forgot t bring my lecture book.

Econs teacher & GP teacher didnt come, so we had 3 hrs t nuaaaa.

Then followed by Chem SPA & then end of sch. Slack much? :o

Wenta cut my hair after sch!

It's kinda layered now ... looks abit strange & ahlianish (ewwwww)

but it's okay HAIR WILL GROW! (: (: (:

Then headed t PLU cafe w Jo t have dinner.

I really love that place hahaha I wanna work there after As *wriggle brows*

Okay i'm gg t munch on leaves BYEEEEE (:

I'm a dreamer,

not a vicious schemer ):

2009-05-18T20:01:00.000-07:00

hi.

I went for a jog + long walk in the evening ...
Didn't help things get better, but I love the sun on my skin [:

I had a longgggg talk w my mom over dinner, which was very nice (:
We started off on some topic about black magic, which led t how her sister's life is full of drama, which led t me asking her whether she had drama in her life, which led to her telling me about her ex boyfriends & cute love stories, which led t me telling her about N, K & J, which led to her telling me that she doesn't really fancy bungs who poke here poke there on their faces (aka piercings) because she likes "clean cut bungs", which led t me telling her about xxx & that I should let her see xxx sometime ..., & then we talked about relationships and emptiness, and marriage and regrets. And whether my father would one day finally accept me for who I am... if he finds out. And when we reached home the topic switched t something about ghosts & 7th month ...

I really like that I can talk to my mom about ALMOST everything ... but I get really zzzzz when she asks me about lesbian sex & HIV (wtf) , a topic which I would strongly avoid & say i don't really know how it works ... I feel like I just poured everything out & I feel very happy that I can share stuff w my mom (:

& I'm also very happy that I finally found someone who is quite alike w me (not my mom) ... (: (: someone who knows how I feel because she feels the same way about things, every sentence she says is totally SPOT ON abt how I feel. & that is enough for me. (: finally, someone who understands me (:

I loved you when I saw you today. But I didn't tell you because I don't know if you'll believe me. I think you'll just be happy that I love you today, just for that short moment. But on second thought, you'll be upset because you won't know whether I will love you the same tomorrow. & don't ask me if I'll love you tomorrow ... I won't have an answer to that.

2009-05-16T09:57:00.000-07:00

PINKDOT;

FREEDOM TO LOVE ANYONE, ANYWHERE, AT ANYTIME.

REBECCA TAN IS HOTSTUFF OMGOMGOMGOMG

Wenta eat Ramen w Shermain & Jo after the pinkdot event (:

it was so awesomeeee. Celebrating the right for LGBT to love (: gayprideee!

Headed t Bugis t do some shopping... supposed to be for Jo.

But in the end I was the one buying stuff -.-

Supposed t look for a Topman wallet for Kyte but ended up buying one for myself -.- & I also bought a black tank top -.- S & J headed home while I wenta meet MG after work for tauhuayyyy. (:

Ah i'm damn sleepy zzz zzz zzz goodbyeeeeeee.

I had so much fun today (L)

Love, love, love (x3)

There's nothing you can do that can't be done

Nothing you can sing that can't be sung

Nothing you can say but you can learn how to play the game

It's easy

Nothing you can make that can't be made

No one you can save that can't be saved

Nothing you can do but you can learn how to be you in time

It's easy

All you need is love

All you need is love, love

Love is all you need

Nothing you can know that isn't known

Nothing you can see that isn't shown

Nowhere you can be that isn't where you're meant to be

It's easy

All you need is love

All you need is love, love.

Love is all you need

2009-05-15T08:34:00.000-07:00

Strawberry says Hello! (:

Jo has perfect eyesight but she bought the specs just cos I think she looks cute in it -_-

Seriously mannnnn, you are crazy. hahahaha.

Jo & I met up w Kneez the bitchpig today for dinner. Didnt take any photos so this is like... some photo i took w her few weeks ago. Hahaha. Ohwells. We need another camwhoring session soon! [:
WHOO I AM SO HIGH NOW hhahahahaha I think I'm too tired THANKGODIT'SFRIDAY

Once I lie on my bed , I swear I'm gonna knock out ...

2009-05-10T09:23:00.000-07:00

HAPPY 19TH KYTE THONG! (:

I hope you enjoyed your birthday (: (L)

2009-05-08T21:06:00.000-07:00

Firstly ...

wtf, I was seriously damn pissed & upset over this particular issue last night.

Which I cannot say here.

It may be miscommunication, or whatever...

Seriously... walao eh. Birthdays only come once in a year okay?

I won't usually get pissed more than a day.

So last night after I called A to whine & complain, I got over it after I put down the phone. But if I am reminded of why I'm pissed again + there's someone who is willing t hear me whine, then the whole cycle will repeat. hah.

Secondly ...

I knw people around me/people who dont even fucking KNOW me are talking behind my back.

Even if J didn't let me read that post & find out that her friends are calling me a flirt who just likes to have love & fun, (seriously, who doesnt like t have love & fun) I kinda expected it t come already. And I also know they aren't the only ones talking. & K also warned me before that my actions portray me in a v. bad light. Yes, it does affect me a little tiny bit. As usual, I get over it in a minute, & I don't give a damn what they say anymore. What is life with restrictions? I hate to be restricted although I know there's boundaries & lines that aren't supposed t be crossed. Yes, so what if I like to have fun? I'm sorry that you are not having fun when I'm having fun. GET OVER IT.

Thirdly ...

I'm really sorry to you.

Sorry that you have t put up w all my nonsense.

Everyone around me usually have t put up my nonsense.

& I have no idea how you can still love me unconditionally, & for who I am.

I can never understand how you fell so deep, ... love does weird things.

And I'm sorry that I didn't know how much my words & actions, -no matter how insignificant it may be, or whether it was just a passing remark- could mean so much to you, or even hurt you.

2009-05-06T10:49:00.000-07:00

Thicken your skin, hide your fears

& don't even stop to think

I'm looking forward t next Wednesday! Just pray that there's no CCA

so I can meet up w the muscle bungs for dinner. *insert pervertic laughter* hehehe (:

It's 2am now & i only have 4 hours of sleep left.

My printer is having a bitchfit & I gave up trying t fix it after 10 mins.

I read through my bio notes. I have a small bio test tmrw which I predict I will fail, because I finished studying it in like 25 mins -.-

Oh, so because there wasnt any CCA yesterday... (whoo today is a new day)

J accompanied me t Serangoon Stadium/Swimming Complex.

She thinks A LOT so it's okay leaving her alone ... hahaha.

Ran 3.2km + 50situps + 12 laps in the pool (:

Whoooo so happy (:

Must do this more often.

I'm so glad J's helping me out w Friday's BBQ. I'm like ... zzz already.

Gonna get my lip pierced again after I step down, which is end of May/beginning of June. yay (:

My mom isnt exactly thrilled over it, but ohwellll. haha idc.

Okay my engine is starting t shut down on me already. Goodnighttt. (:

Because we're living in the moment,

there's no room for regret.

2009-05-05T08:06:00.000-07:00

I built a wall & built it high

around this heart of mine

J went suntanning & she looks like a strawberry! hahaha so red & cute (:

I ate so much today ): yuck joeyyy! *draws big fat circles in the air*

so tmrw i'm gg for my mini duathlon!

Run 3km & swim a couple of laps after sch,

since there's no odac activity for J2s tmrw (:

Must burn away the fries i ate today... & the double choc frappe ... & the waffles ...

Tmrw shall be fruit diet day! whoo.

So happy (:

but I think it's time to tear the walls down

let it crumble to the ground

2009-05-03T09:36:00.000-07:00

You feel like heaven when we touch

Finally finished one hiphop dance choreography which took 3 lessons to complete!
Supposed t take 4 lessons but he crammed everything into 3.
So ytd was kinda rushy & when he whipped out his video cam,
i was like argh i'm gonna so gonna screw up the last part HAHA.

(which i did -.-)
Brain was so deadddd/tired/sick of the song -.-
J received a free complimentary lesson so she'll be joining me next week! whoooo.

Today was basically... Bio & Math tuition. -.-
So now I have tuition for Bio, Chem & Math. Wth... seriously.
Sundays = Tuition day... Cant wait to get this whole A lvl shit over & done with.

Went to jog my usual distance today... Exercising keeps my mind off things.
Well.. to a small extent. HAHA. (:

I'm so tireddd, this week passed like the wind.
& tmrw... Monday bluessss ):

-
I guess for me this is enough.

2009-05-01T01:36:00.000-07:00

PLAY was fucking awesomeeeee. :D
Rest of the photos are on FB, so yeah (:

I didnt get wasted! WHOOOOO.
Someone congratulate me please???
Drank v little anyway... haha (:
The music was kinda sucky at the end :\
Still had funnnn, fun fun fun :B :B

I wish I had the nerve to tell you that I'm a wreck

2009-04-27T08:48:00.000-07:00

Happy eyebag day
Jo :B (bigheart)

J gave me a superduper sweeeeeeeet unexpected surprise on Sunday (:

The cheena lady at Cine's Famous Amos didnt knw how to pronounce my name -.-

But nvm the cookies are damn nice hahaha.

Shock of my life at level 9... :o)

Watched nick&norah's infinite playlist (: & set off with our bunch of balloons!

Everyone was staring at us... but it's okay (: hahaha.

Reached Kovan & realised my parents were at home,

so Jo killed the balloons...

Put the barangs at home & headed off for PLU Cafe! (which is so near my home!!!) :D

I feel so at home there (:

J, thankyou for everything.

I love you. (:

You are the sweetest sweetest gf ever (L)

2009-04-24T08:40:00.000-07:00

& I don't give a damn what they say, what they think

Cause you're the only one who's on my mind

I'll never ever let you leave me

I'll try to stop time forever, never wanna hear you say goodbye

Give me, give me, give me all of you, you, don't be scared

I'll see you through the lonely nights of wanting more, more, more

Don't even think about what's right or wrong or wrong or right

Cause in the end it's only you & me

And no one else is gonna be around

To answer all the questions left behind

And you & I are meant to be so even if the world falls down today

You've still got me to hold you up, up

And I will never let you down

2009-04-23T06:56:00.000-07:00

I miss the sound of your voice

I miss the rush of your skin

I miss the still of the silence

As you breathe out and I breathe in

I miss the sound of your voice

The loudest thing in my head

And I ache to remember

All the violence, sweet perfect words that you said

If I could walk on water, If I could tell you what's next

Make you believe, make you forget

I miss the pull of your heart

I taste the sparks on your tongue

I see angels and devils

And when you come on

Hold on, hold on, hold on, hold on

2009-04-22T07:37:00.000-07:00

Hello wello bellooo (: flabby tummy bom pi pi
camwhoring w K!

J brought me to Island Creamery today! whooooo Damn nice yummy yum (:
(L)

I suddenly had a random idea to eat baked potatoes.
So I am boiling potatoes now...
Hahaha.
Impulsive kid -.- I will just laugh it off & do 50 crunches later...

-BACK FROM POTATO BOILING-

I ended up making baked potatoes! I am so proud of myself! :D

Whee! (: My room smells like baked potatoes! :B

2009-04-17T05:32:00.000-07:00

(L) (((: ! ketchup w the girlzzz (: @ manhattan fish market

Distant BFFs (L) HAHAHA (: (: (: (you damn skinny can?!)

Wednesday: Met up w secondary school classmates (: (:

We always spend sucha short time with each other... time is never enough :\

But I had funnnn ! (: zzz dontknow when's the next time we'll be meeting again...

School sucks ):

Silly farmer, (L)

We can only take photos on escalator steps -.-

PT today was crazy but damn shiok.

Plus my 1st day of menses okay! Whoo.

I am so man -.-

I overate today & i feel so angry at myself for eating so much, gonna fast tmrw...

Oh, and... We're stepping down from ODAC in about a month's time.

I don't wanna leaveeeeeee ): ):

Too many beautiful memories ): time passes so fast,

seems like just yesterday I saw J at the ODAC booth & signed up for odac ):

(gotta thank her for that)

I never regretted joining odac, it has definitely opened my eyes to things I nvr thought was possible.. like running 10km -.- and doing other cool events.. (:

Sigh :\ ... ... ... okay bye.

an ocean ,

of emotion

2009-04-14T04:24:00.000-07:00

I can't stop

Don't care if I lose

Baby you are the weapon I choose

I'm going down in flames for you

Baby you are the weapon I choose

2009-04-12T08:31:00.000-07:00

But, I don't want to grow up.

I don't want time to pass.

I don't know what I want.

I do know that I am so tired.

Emotionally, not physically.

So caught up in everything around me.

I don't need rest.

Because I can't.

I can only find rest in your arms.

And if I say that I need you now, physically & emotionally

Right now & right here, to be beside me

to hold me, to tell me everything is okay, to assure me, to love me

Will you be there?

I can't be sure.

I'm afraid.

Of having no one to turn to, no one to depend on.

I'm tired, really.

2009-04-12T02:25:00.000-07:00

Met K for swimming & stayed over at her place.

To summarise what happened last night, it was ...

lots of drinking, dancing, camwhoring, talking shit, and finally, ... puking.

So... I owe K bigggg time because she had to clean up my vomit. )x

I have learnt t chew my food 20 times before swallowing now.

K said she saw my mushroom rosti, coloured coconut jelly, and meesiam.

And I could feel the meesiam noodle when I was vomiting too. Gross.

Uhhhh puke got onto my clothes, her bed, her toiletbowl/basin, and her parquet floor T-T

She was cursing & swearing throughout my whole puking ordeal, which lasted abt 2hrs.

I feel so guilty )))x

And I dropped my camera because I was so fucking wasted,

this morning I woke up and realised that the lens are spoilt & I have t bring it for servicing.

Wenta eHub Gelare t eat for the very last time, because today is K's last day of work there.

I'll miss that place ):

There are so many ants in my room!!!!!! Argh.

2009-04-10T09:22:00.000-07:00

Good Friday (:

Had tuition in the morning, then met J at somerset (:

Burnt time at Subway/walking around while waiting for COS t start.

Today is ORGANIC DAY! Organic bunny biscuits :D

Subwayyy.

hmv ; J forced me t listen to chinese songs -.-

heh heh constipated face! (x

Had dinner at some organic cafe (:

Whooo i ate so much today! Tummy flabby ):

2009-04-09T07:28:00.000-07:00

(L)

Met K after Sports Day/Collection of PW results today.

Swimmingggg! But couldnt get a tan because the sun was...

there was no sun ):

After swimming we had B&J's chunky monkey ice cream (lovely/fattening surprise)

We fell asleep after that & it was raining! Sleeping in rainy weather = shiok.

I didnt eat the Simei mee siam that i miss ):

Had t go for family dinnerrrr cos' my Bro's back from Brunei.

Celebrated his 20-days-early 21st birthday, since he'll be in camp on his birthday. (poor boy)

Ate at Rochester (:

Home for cakeeee!

Dad was so fascinated w photobooth -.-

So yuppp. I had lotsa funnnn today (:

Apart from putting back the calories I burnt during swimming -.-

Damn sleepyyyy! Gonna hit my bed now.

2009-04-07T07:06:00.000-07:00

HI HI HELLO (:
I AM A SMURF.

I want to sleeeeeeep.
BUT I have yet to finish 2 AQ + 1 Summary ):
I completed my set of 4km+50situps today!
Whooo I want absssss.
Now my tummy just looks like flabs.

I am looking forward to FRIDAY!
Tmrw is WEDNESDAY!
FINALLYYYY swimming on Thursday!
OH AND WE ARE GETTING BACK PW results on Thurs too!

okay i think i need rest ):
And a hug ):

2009-04-06T00:04:00.001-07:00

Wow.

Honestly?

I'd rather you didn't tell me.

Because I'm feeling strangely pissed.

Maybe it's the weather.

Oh well.

2009-04-04T22:28:00.000-07:00

Timbre photos (:

Treetop walk ! :D

The bridge is so highhhhh! I'm scared of heights ):

Today was fun though (:

J made egg sandwich for me! + had Subway for lunch.

Whooooo dont have to eat dinner already. Haha.

Have been seeing J too many times this week!

So we're only gonna meet once next week for Night Safari/farm exploration :B

Excitingggg (:

k I'm damn sleepy -.-

Everywhere I'm looking now

I'm surrounded by your embrace

Baby I can see your halo

You know you're my saving grace (:

2009-04-04T09:33:00.000-07:00

TJC Duathlon Challenge 2009 :DDDD

Team 54 (: cyclist & runner! :D

Runners/cyclists :)

My first lap of 3km was actually quite tiring.

But after I tagged Athalie to go for her 16km bike,

I recharged! & the 2nd lap of 3km was sooooo much better (:

We came in 16th place. (:

Transition area!

Random stalker photo of Joanne. HAHA.

Must still pose for pictures even when running a race. Haha (:

Sheryl & Debbie who came in 3rd! awesomeeeeeee :DDD

After the duathlon, J & I were supposed t recce Treetop Walk but idk what happened HAHA.

Wenta her house t bathe & nap.

Ended up gg for a dance concert which was damnnnnn cooooooool at TP.

Yup. I am too sleepy to elaborate hahaha.

I'll upload Timbre photos on another day, because Blogger is being a bitch.

Have t recce Treetop tmrw morning -_______-

2009-04-02T07:24:00.000-07:00

I was supposed t go swimming todayyyyy because I found out PE was cancelled only after I bought my RICE in the afternoon ):

Couldnt live with a guilty conscience , so I went t TJC w some of the ODACers for the briefing on Saturday's duathlon instead of swimming. Whoooo the shirt is nice (:

Soooo took the bus home w Athalie Timo Leonard,
& I was contemplating whether or not t go JOGGGG.
Timo said "just step outside of your house & you'll feel like jogging"
so that sentence stuck in my head all the way till I got home
& I forced myself t LEAVE THE HOUSE.

Tadah I completed 10 rounds around the park + 50 situps today.
Not a lot but nvm hahaha we have t run for PT tmrw too anyway.
& 6km on Saturdayyyyy.

Timbre tmrw night (:

2009-03-31T01:42:00.000-07:00

J gave me a surprise today (: (: (:

I love surprises :B (who doesnt!)

She gave me a Spongebob balloon, a Heffalump puppet & a card made w love (:

Though you just dropped by for a lil while, you made me feel soooooo much better than those gross-tasting pills I have to take...

So, thank you & I love you. (:

2009-03-30T20:26:00.000-07:00

(:
The farmer finally agreed t take proper photos ytd, because she just cut her hair -.-

Oh I didnt go t sch today.

Had high fever last night, finally wenta see a doctor.

I cant go anywhere, my mom's locking me in the house :\

2009-03-29T05:53:00.000-07:00

I PACKED MY TABLEEEEEE !

It is super neatttt & I am superrrr proud of myself.

Haha.

My dad walked in while I was packing & he was like "whoa..."

Then my mom walked in after I was done packing & she was like "WOW!"

hahaha a lil exaggerated because they have seen my pigsty room in its disgusting state since January... (or earlier?)

But it is NEATER! + I made my bed = Good Girl. (:

My brother's room is super neat & it's quite funny,

when relatives come over they always think my room is my bro's room.

Cos apparently girls are supposed t be neat & organized...

But i'm MANNNNN.

So now i know, even when friends come over I have t gently remind them that the messier room is mine.

J called just to laugh at my disgusting voice -.-

She is mean & she bullies me. ):

I need t study for bioooooooooo!

2009-03-28T19:16:00.000-07:00

Friday:

Beach clean up for Service Learning (: (super slack -.-)

Saturday: 3 hours w the camera-shy farmer -.-
Ice skating plan failed becos I had slight fever/sorethroat/flu.

So went over t her place t slack instead (:
Had t owe J a turtle cos I think I wouldnt have finished it on time, so it's just the completed bunny head. (:

Handmade with love okay.. I think it can be sold for 5 bucks or something. Haha.

Last night my fever was likeeee 38.8 -_-

but luckily it's gone now, i feel much better but i've lost my voice ):

So I gave tuition a skip. (Actually i feel kinda guilty abt that)

I am gg t pack my room today! & uhhhh study for Bio SPA tmrw (:

2009-03-26T03:10:00.000-07:00

I think my mom sees that I look kinda lost sometimes.

I'll never really feel the impact of being semi-single unless I'm alone.

That feeling ... kinda sucks.

I just find myself switching between tv channels,

shopping online, or staring at the ceiling.

But I knw it's about time to pack my room, make a headband, get new shoes, buy new perfume...

My friends are prolly wondering how I can get over a breakup so quickly.

But after thinking abt it, I think I haven't gotten over it fully.

I just seem happy because I don't think abt the breakup in depth.

I think I'm happy the way I am now, though. (:

I have more time for myself & I don't feel so suffocated.

And, now I also have you (:

Oh I finally went t trim my hair yesterday.

I'm quite happy that my hair isnt screwed up (:

Was supposed t meet K for swimming/Loof t drink tdy but couldnt make it due t bad cramps. ):

But she came to my door & surprised me w Loof's Magic Mushrooms!

omg my favourite (V_V)

thank you (:

Yay I'm looking forward t ice skating w J on Saturdayyy (:

A thousand miles seems pretty far

But they've got planes and trains and cars

I'd walk to you if I had no other way (:

2009-03-24T08:15:00.000-07:00

Farmers for Life (L) :D

Met J after Econs paper! (:

She came over & we watched My Best Friend's Girl,

which I thought was some chickflick but NOOOO it was M18 i didnt realise -_-

So apart from nudity & the vulgarities, what made it worse was that my mom was watching it with us -_-

So we headed Chomps after that t meet Mad Stace Hill Hannah Val.

& left early t go back t my place for some random tv watching.

Yes (: I cant believe i survived Econs. I managed t recover enough t head t sch for the paper.

I am tired though :\ Need my bed nowwww.

I feel ... loved. (:

2009-03-23T07:41:00.000-07:00

I've already lost someone important to me.

I'm not ready to lose you too. I'm really not.

And I can't stop crying when you said you're really gg t Aus.

My head hurts.

And my heart hurts even more.

~~I can't do this ......~~

Mom, thanks for understanding that i cant go t school t take my econs paper tmrw.

(Even though you haven't exactly given me the go ahead. I shall just assume. (: )

Kyte, thank you for offering t cab down t spend the night w me. I know you'll always be there for me no matter what happens. Though we're not tgt anymore, You knw you'll always be in my heart (L)

J, thank you for promising to be there for me till everything's okay, for allowing me to eat cheese in your homemade sandwich tmrw, for scaring me with your ghosts, & for all your assurances (L) (: You knw I'll love you for letting me eat cheese (:

2009-03-21T04:52:00.000-07:00

Someone sent me a picture (I think?) of a rainbow that
Sebas was telling me t look out for, But I couldnt see outside my house.
I think I accidentally clicked smth that rejected the picture
(which i nvr got t see) & idk who is that Someone.
If you are that someone, please give me a call. :)
You must be someone close because the thing is titled "You are my rainbow" (how cheesy :o)

I did nothing today. I cannot bring myself to read my Bio notes.
I spent half the day sleeping, & the other half thinking of you.

Dearest farmer J,
If you're reading this ...
I miss you. & we should go on a long bus ride sometime,

to nowhere or anywhere [:

2009-03-20T11:01:00.000-07:00

I'm sorry. I knw you're disappointed in me.

We've been through 9mths, & we've been through highs & lows.

You love me more than I love you, & that also means you'll end up getting more hurt. & I knw how much of an emotional brat you are.

As much as I'd like to be there for you, to hug you tight & tell you everything will be alright, I dont think you'd want to see me either.

I knw my actions are selfish & I can't expect you to wait for a mth just t see how things will turn out. I just need more time :(

You;

How can I not be impulsive abt my decisions when both of us are

uncertain abt whether you're leaving for Aus or not?

Time is ticking fast away, & every single second I am afraid of losing you.

Isnt this a tragic love story? I feel so torn up inside.

It's too much all at once.

My head & heart are jumbled up.

I can't find enough courage to choose.

3 days.

2009-03-20T06:38:00.000-07:00

190309. :D (L)

Bad things:
1) There's an annoying mozzie in my room :((((
2) I swallowed my tongue stud again :(

Good things:
1) I LOVE ROSTIIIIIII :)
2) Jchen is my buddy :))
3) Saw the doc for medication for my rashes :)

Isn't it funny how fate likes to play with us?
What if, what if, what if.
The word "regret" is tied with pain.
Whether you're staying or leaving in June,
Just know that I'll always be by your side.
& I'll always be there for you when you need me.

Because I need you too.

2009-03-18T08:02:00.000-07:00

today was superrrrr fun :D

Caught up/met/saw some of my favourite people (L)

1) Janilyn!

Who overslept & came over late but its okay haha

Our 1st attempt at making brownies was SUCCESSFUL though we cheated using the brownie mix. Heh. It's so fun t cook w her cos we're both kitchen idiots.

The kitchen convo goes smth like ...

Jan: Aye, what does this mean? thick thicker thickest? so we're using thicker right. i think.

Joey: Huh. Really? okay. i guess so???

Jan: So are we supposed to heat the oven or heat the pan?

Joey: I dont knw! hahaha okay nvm lets just skip that step.

Jan: Yessss i finished mixing the BROWNIE MIX! IT SMELLS GOOOOOD

Joey: Yay! and i think we forgot to add the 2 eggs in...

Jan: OH SHIT! I sortof forgot the eggs. or maybe like Totally forgot.

But we survived hahaha & we rented City of Ember t watch while waiting for our brownie t cook. When we first saw it we were like.. WE CAN TOTALLY FINISH THIS.

But each of us ate 1/4 of the brownie & we were damn full alrd.

We had quite a long talk after that.

Laughed at the retarded behindthescenes when i used t like her that she didn't know before.

& we felt really ambitious after the brownie baking

so we decided t try making mexican vegetarian food next time round :)

Made a list of things t do tgt:

1) PLAY

2) Make mexican vegetarian food

3) Check out the lesbian bar at chinatown

4) 10km run

Headed t Hougang after that.

2) Jchen!

Wenta support her at the SPCA booth, gave her some of our brownies, sent Jan t the busstop, back t hougang mall t burn time in the library while waiting for kneez.

J ended her shift at the booth & kneez still hadnt come so she accompanied me for a while :) Oh & i finally bought my arm pouch thing so i'll look cool while jogging. HAHA.

3) Stalkee/Cassandra!

Saw her at hougang mall too :)

4) Kneez!

Had dinner with Kneez + htht (L)

which is mostly complaining, lusting over hot people, laughing at how horrible we look in photos & talking shit.

and I had a freaking bald patch (WTH) so i had t cover it w my hand,

or use kneez's shoulder t block my ugly head.
thanks for today love (L) you knw how much you mean to me :)

mood: Happy & Accomplished & Messed up but still a happy happy girl :B

Your apologies don't seem to hold value anymore.

2009-03-16T20:51:00.000-07:00

hello :)

Was away at OEC from friday to sunday.

I was uploading the pics halfway when the cam battery died. Haha.

ZZZ i dont have extra batt :( ohwell. We shall do w/o pictures then.

Walked from Potong Pasir t Kranji Reservoir on the first day.

Slept at like 3.25am haha. It took us about 7 hrs or smthg ... to cover 30km on foot.

2nd day , we walked t Sungei Buloh for some educational walk ?

Then went back t base camp, had lunch & set off for the lim chu kang cemetery.

J1s had solo night there while me (& a few others) fell asleep on the ground.

Took a bus t Jurong Pt for dinner, & set off for our 2nd campsite - West Coast.

But halfway through we realised that the route was not accessible.

So we took a bus t West Coast instead. (thank god)

Reached WC at around 1am+

3rd day was mostly games/debrief :)

Yup. I need t go swimming soon :( havent swam for quite sometime.

I feel unfit.

Meeting Janilyn tmrw to make brownies/pancakes/?!?!

or maybe we wont make anything cos we'll be too lazy. haha.

Havent seen her for a year, its been a long time :)

i haven't started studying & i want my bed...

2009-03-12T05:55:00.000-07:00

I am finally gonna upload some outdated photos from my handphone! haha. (Oh did i mention that I left it in a cab?!?! Luckily managed t get it back w K's help. Geeeez)

Our reflection on a heartshaped balloon I bought for K :) [VDAY]

One of our swimming sessions tgt :D

Joanne , Odac senior :)

Chem paper tdy. It was alright I guess.

'Cept that I forgot section B was also included in MCQ.

So when the teacher said "2minutes left", it was also the time when I realised i had 5 MCQ undone.

Girlfriend stayed over last night & waited for me t end my paper today.

Accompanied me till 8pm & she headed home cos my mom was making noise abt her presence. ohwell.

I love you (L)

2009-03-11T15:51:00.000-07:00

i'm up early t try to finish studying chem.

IDK what i'm doing here either.

kyte's sleeping like a log :)

zzz i'm bored & i'm not anxious abt the paper ltr GOSHWHATISWRONGWME

Argh its too early in the morning -..-

seeeee ya.

2009-03-10T07:57:00.000-07:00

Milo Tryathlon - 7th March :D

Mom came t support :)

At the finishing line :D

Credits t Kyte for the photos :)

Cant blog much now , buttt the tryathlon was damn fun :)

Had to swim 300m, cycle 16km, run 3km.

With my peeling arms :( damn ugly zzzzzz i look like I have a skin disease. :(

& i get so annoyed w myself cos i'll just sit down & spend 30mins peeling the skin off when there's no one around to force me t wear a jacket or to threaten to whack me.

Block tests start tmrw, & there's also OEC during weekends, so chompchomp there goes my sleeping time -..-

Oh & i got a B for Chinese As. Which is :\ but ohwell at least I passed.

Wish me luck for GP paper tmrw!

All i'm thinking of now is Sleep & Kyte :(

2009-03-03T04:29:00.000-08:00

I am burnt :(

Gave sch a miss ytd cos I was really red & felt cooked :\

Plus K stayed over so that was a good reason not t go t sch.. I'd rather snuggle in bed w her.

Hahaha :)

So... here are a few photos from the event?

I spent 8 hrs under the freaking hot sun directing the runners uphill & ogling at their hotbods.

Friends kept asking why i was blushing in sch today -_____-

Freaking sunburn argh

I dont wanna peeeeeel !shitshitshit.

I shall go take a short nap now :)

2009-02-27T23:40:00.000-08:00

Hello [:

Weeks passing by so fast!

I actually survived this week. It wasn't as bad as I expected it to be.

I wanna watch a movie! Maybe next week w Kyte (:

It's a Saturday afternooooon :)

Woke up at 12 today!

Lugged my fat body up after sleeping at 2am.

I've decided that I want t be skinny! haha needa lose my tummy... :\

Staying over at NTU tonight cos I signed up as a volunteer for the Surf&Sweat event.

Tryathlon's next week! Geezzzzz, not really scared but excited i guess.

If not for my menses i'd alr be over at K's place, swimming :\

Swimming is fun cos i dont perspire/be smelly :)

I wanna pierce my lip again ! :D

but not so soon, maybe at the end of the year i guess.

Alright time t hit chemistryyyyy.

'cos babe your eyes i'd like to stay.

2009-02-23T18:21:00.000-08:00

Funny how one nightmare could make me realize how much I can't do without you.

2009-02-23T07:42:00.000-08:00

Kneez wants me to blog a 500 essay abt how much i miss her.
So i'll try my best hahahah I'm sorry if it turns out to be 50 words.

Hello eunice why are you sucha pig
why are you so lazy to get up to have breakfast w me on a Saturday morning
we can have soft boiled eggs & kaya toast & milo ,
or just cook your favourite soft-until-quite-disgusting maggie mee ,
or I can teach you how to spread salt evenly on your fried egg.

Tell me if you hook up w that hot guy at your workplace,
please find out if he's gay first ! Cos hot guys are usually gay right.
I'm worried for you my friend. HAHA

Dont be mean & laugh at my chutchut becos I'm alr trying my best
& I think its quite loser & embarrassing but HECK LA hahaha dont really care, cos Kyte doesnt really care. (:

We should go t a sex shop tgt (OOPS STILL UNDERAGE) so you will have more inspiration & your not-very-corrupted mind will be more corrupted (:

Okay I miss your not-so-fat-anymore face & your wobbly tammy so we shall meet up soon!
But i'm packed this week so maybe like next weekend alright :)

Is this like 500 words?!?!

2009-02-21T06:31:00.000-08:00

Oooooh I have a new favourite song!

Broken Strings is damnnnn nice :D

differences VS similarities;

The ratio is about 100 is to 1.

How did we even get this far?

2009-02-20T07:29:00.000-08:00

Lucy Ball & Mary Thong

Wednesday:

Kyte surprised me w this balloon in the morning at my doorstep ytd

& insisted that I bring it school -_-

After sch Athalie & I headed over to her place to swimmm!

Today,! We ran 2.4km in the morning for PE & my timing sucks.

After that was badminton. Played Captain's Ball/had a short run out for ODAC tdy.

Stayed in sch for a lil while after cca to play touchrug w the boys :)

I feel so athletic suddenly! HAHA.

I'm supposed to do notes & stuff but i've decided that I am going to bed because my eyebags are bulging & my brain is not functioning properly.

goodnight :)