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Had damn bad menstrual cramps again, it never spares me on the 1st day -.-
Thought I could at least survive 1.5hrs of Bio tuition but after 15 mins, my tutor said I looked horrible & I was like yeah damn pain I'm gonna die hah. So he left.

So from 2.30pm onwards I was basically squirming on bed because it hurt so bad, I took 4 menstrual cramp pills which did no help at all, & it felt even more painful & tiring because Girlfriend was always there t take care of me when I had cramps ):

I kept having flashbacks of her rushing down t my place t make sure I was okay, picking me up from school in a cab, stroking my hair as I lay on her lap, lying on her chest t listen t her heartbeat, hugging her just because I felt like it, listening t her soothing voice, looking at her worried face ... it was particularly difficult t be well again today. I spent 5 hours on bed hoping it would go away. I'm feeling a little better now, though it still hurts.

Mom took care of me for awhile though... cos I asked her t stay by my bed. But she got bored after awhile I think, so she ended up using the laptop -.- then she went on doing her daily stuff. hah. Okay yeah so -.- I am gg t stone for a bit... My emotions are abit zzz now due t hormone imbalance -.- what a bad time ...

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Only you make me feel special.