Monday, June 1, 2009 Y 12:09 AM


I suddenly feel like there is always not enough time for both of us. It's reaching a point where I don't feel like caring about anything and just spend time w you. To just complete our imaginary to-do list together, t talk about stupid stuff or watch the clouds or go blading or suntanning or eating non-stop or whining or rolling my eyes or doing impulsive things like spending 12bucks on photo id or just stoning. Everytime you leave I wonder when I'll see you again. Maybe we both feel the same way ... which explains why we're meeting every single day. Hah. Time's running out ): and I don't like that feeling. I enjoy every single second I'm with you. I always find myself so happy & jumpy (: You never make me sad, and when I'm sad you're there t listen, & I find it funny that you always seem t take my words seriously. Because no one does. That's why I need you & love you. I hate t say this because I never thought it'd happen. But ... damn, I'm growing dependent on you.