Friday, May 29, 2009 Y 8:17 AM

"she just means so much t me.  & I don't want t ..."
"You don't want t lose her, even as a friend."
Spot on. It's as if you plucked those words right off my head.
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Ytd was fun I guess, apart from the randomness of drinking at 4 in the afternoon w Jo. Well, I had t clean up that girl's puke but it's okay (: no hard feelings (: haha I guess the stink didnt bother me because I'm down w flu & a bit of sorethroat. By tmrw, I will have a sexy macho voice. I am so man. Last night, I guess I proved t the both of us that I'm not as cold-hearted as people think I am. But that was ytd. Maybe today, or tmrw, I will be different. I guess I held so much in for the past few mths & showed so little variation of emotion such that I actually broke down while talking t Jo abt K. Wow, that was a surprise. But as always, I will get over it in time to come.

GP paper was tough today but moving on from that ... I went tanning after the paper! Only got a teeny bit tanner, & my swimming costume tan cannot be re-tanned nicely ): Headed home t get changed & wenta Far East t get my lip pierced, visited MG at Mooks, saw Fatfat & friends, saw Amanda at Spins, wanted t watch a movie but seats sold out, so ended up roaming around & got hit by warm bird shit on my arm (& I was telling Jo abt the odds of getting hit by bird shit before that -.-), satisfied my craving of oreo mocha frappe + icecream, had a pretzel, homed. Talked a lot of senseless blabber t Jo on the way back, like I always do ... I just go on and on and on about... nothing significant. Sometimes I wonder why she even bothers t listen and why she doesn't get irritated. Maybe she's like the Saint in my class, hahaha one fine day she will explode and swear in 5 different languages.

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where'd you go? I miss you so. Seems like its been forever since you've been gone.