Sunday, April 12, 2009 Y 8:31 AM

But, I don't want to grow up.
I don't want time to pass.
I don't know what I want.

I do know that I am so tired.
Emotionally, not physically.
So caught up in everything around me.

I don't need rest. 
Because I can't.
I can only find rest in your arms.

And if I say that I need you now, physically & emotionally
Right now & right here, to be beside me
to hold me, to tell me everything is okay, to assure me, to love me
Will you be there?
I can't be sure.

I'm afraid.
Of having no one to turn to, no one to depend on.
I'm tired, really.